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a new way of looking at... writings >> maxwell despard >> confusion |
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have you ever loved, or been loved? have you ever fucked, or been fucked? birds of a feather... ...the shit is on my hood I loved, and got fucked it happens, you have to cope I don’t want to love, I don’t want to be loved, I don’t want to fuck, I don’t want to get fucked, and I don’t want to long for you you are confused, aren’t you? ...as am I... that’s what happens when you love, and get fucked I’ve questioned, lied, lost I can’t say it wasn’t worth it it was fun, while it lasted I never just lusted, and I never lied... ...at least not to you but now I’m coping, now I’m moving on striving, rather... you didn’t even try, which makes it harder... ...yet at the same time, easier again, confused better to fuck...to block... cognitive apathy bound hormonally fucked mentally I loved you, truly... ...do I, still? |