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a new way of looking at... writings >> joe dobzynski jr. >> carl |
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racing intelligence consumed discussion addiction discovery platonic friendship carl where is the flame? was it only illusion projected on the wall? where did you go? insignificance hurts a double edged sword lonely reminders a past relationship disappears the cigarette is out i should want another now i will just quit forget the reason why carl why must it be this way? why must it hurt this way? why must it end this way? religion and politics metaphysic thought tricks can we pick up the sticks without disturbing others? bumped someone on the sidewalk excuse me ignored the contact turning around i see nothing thinking back i remember nothing carl i found god recently he hid where you said i have you to thank but you're not here i never understood the tones i never saw the signs forsaken for another forgotten as another what happeend to my brother? a token passed a form of goodbye did we ever say hello? did you just say something? perhaps just echoes that wind time doesn't allow for rewind carl left alone among so many i married another and your presence was missed i feel dismissed i cannot hate you i cannot love you i don't know you how can i cry for you? soon i will forget she's there now holds me close enfolds me in her love along with heavens above there's something missing the canvas is too white all the signs point to everything all right carl old habits still exist playing solitare by the phone cards are missing i need a new deck perhaps next week the days pass slowly the weeks pass quicker how many years have passed? replace the calendars sometimes i feel empty blame it on the scenery i have everything i need i forget things i perceived i forget... carl |